Saturday, February 25, 2006

Why I'm not a pacifist

As a follower of Jesus Christ, I reject the way of violence. I don't believe that fighting and killing ones percieved enemies, (not to mention innocent non-combatants), is the Christian way to resolve international disputes any more that violence is the solution to family conflicts. Just as murder is not the way to settle personal differences, war is the not the way of the resolve international tension or eliminate global threats.

I especially disagree with pre-emptive war; attacking the enemy before the can attack you. This is the exact opposite of, "turn the other cheek."

But having said all that, I am not a pacifist. A pacifist ABSOLUTELY rejects violence. Any absolute rule governing behavior, regardless of the circumstances amounts to fundamentalism. I am not a fundamentalist. I am a thinking, felling, praying person who looks to my head, heart and spirit to discern the way to go in life. I have guiding principles, but I am not governed by absolute laws. I want to be governed instead by a living relationship with the Spirit of God.

Absolutizing any moral precept, including "Thou Shalt Not Kill" creates a power above and appart from the God that governs conduct.

Monday, February 06, 2006

Life as Art

It came to me in the night that I should attempt to live my life as a work of art. Art is from the earliest stages of a persons development, and from the earliest stages of the development of our species. It is self-evident that art is embedded into the core of our being as humans. One of the statements that I often hear from my students is, "Everything is art", or "Art is in the eye of the beholder." Faced with the difficult challenge of trying to define art they often take refuge in statements like these that allow them an avenue of escape."

There is a passage of scripture that refers to humanity as "God's work of art." I want to experiment with living my life as a work of art, approaching each day as a new canvas waiting to painted upon.

I'll start with a title for each day's creation, formulating a theme for each day as an artistic expression. A theme that will creatively express through my thoughts, words and deeds during the day.

Today I want to create a work of art titled, "Art is Magic." From the earliest expressions of artistic expression, art was understood to embody mysterious aspects of reality. It was understood to grasp and effect the world. In our modern world words and numbers have pretty much displaced art as our primary means of grasping and effecting the world around us. There are two problems with words; their specificity and their rationality. Words are well suited to the congnitive management of our left-brain functions. Art is a better means of grasping and effecting transcendent, intuitive and emotional, right-brain functions.

When I speak of Art as magic, I mean to use the word "magic" in a way that encompasses manipulation of external entities, adjustment of internal dynamics and the sacramental apprehension of transcendental reality.

Manipulation of exernal entities would include sympathetic magic such as Paleolithic hunting rituals, Voodoo or art used as propaganda to inspire patriotism.

Adjustment of internal dynamics would include art used as a psychological self-awareness tool such as art therapy.

Art as sacramental tool would include such things at liturgical art include votive statues and icons.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Introduction
Bent’s grave, Prison, Van Gogh, Joe T., Barn, up stream, no stranger, Dante

1
Las Animas, Motel, Loosing your Soul, Barn, Rivers Names, Gold, tierra incognita, winter in Boncarbo, Dinosaurs, petroglyphs, studying facts Purgatory, Transgression and Transcendence

2
Las Animas, Motel, Telling the Truth, Distortions of History

3
Las Animas, Motel,Walking Alone, Times of being alone

4
Las Animas, Motel, Pilgrimages, Shoes, first journey

5
Bents Fort, Blessing the Journey, Bent Brothers, Owl Woman, Ambiguous Native Americans

6
Bents Fort, Segregation, Art Shows, Mexico

7
Tour, On the road , 1840 Peace Conference, Borderline, Conference between the Cheyenne and the Comanche,Gambling, Indian Casinos

9
Tour Boggsville Amache

10
Confluence Being Strange Bent’s Kids, Magpie, Guerrier, Jack Smith, Fort Lyons, Caron’s Grave

11
Confluence Living by Rivers Lilly Creek, St. Joe, Christiana Creek, The Elkhart, Lara,

12
Bent’s Grave Committing Terrorist Acts Chivington, Black Kettle, Soule

13
Bent Correctional Imprisoning the Enemy Amache, Fort Marian, Trinidad, POWs, Ledger drawings

14
Boggsville Making Women Invisible Amache, Josephina Carson, Rumalda Boggs,

15
Highland Canal Hiking Alone Storm, water, Phone

16
Alkali Canyon Doing a Pilgrimage Walking

17
Salt Canyon Making a Mark Celtic, Early Negev, Cowboy

18
Vogel Canyon Making Progress Stage coaches, Wild Bill, Sr. Blandina

19
Nine Mile Valley Being Fruitful The importance of water, fertility, childlessness

20
Higbee Cemetery Being a Hero Kit Carson

21
Penitente Canyon Paying Penance Penance, The Mission

22
Withers Canyon Observing Ebert

23
Picketwire Canyon Three Million Years of Time Dinosaur Tracks, Strata, Patination, Process Theology

24
Delores Mission Settling Down Owning land

25
Rourke Ranch Riding the Range A.R. Mitchell, Real, Romantic

26
Painted Canyon Hiding Away Martin Bowden, Making My Mark

27
Lost Canyon Being Lost Hell, Purgatory, Ultimate Reconciliation, Virgil, Beatrice

28
Pinon Canyon Uncovering Secrets Black Helicopters, Nuclear Waste, 911

29
Pipeline, Gauging Station

30
Trinchera Cave Differing Chase, Dicks

31
Below Perea Canyon Taming wild animals Fox, The wild man within

32
Bent’s Purgatory Ranch Fighting the Devil Garrard, Failure to integrate, integrity

33
Model Creating Community Amity, Cokedale, Drop City

34
Drop City Missing the Hippies Being Counter Cultural

35
POW Camp Loving the enemy Abu Grab, Dad’s

36
Studio Being Married Third reality, Beatrice, Lori joins me, walking together

37
River Walk Keeping a Distance Segregation of Ulliberri’s party, Gay Rights

38
Simpson’s Rest Living and Dying Large Simpson, Carson, Bent Graves, living wills

39
Kit Carson Statue Mythic Heros Reality vs. Myth

40
Downtown, Holy Trinity Making Women Visible Biber, Blandina, Mother Jones, Kerrie Nations, Black Woman

41
TSJC Teaching and Learning WPA, long-term investment in people, active learning

42
Trinidad Dam Owning the River? Marker, SFT, Controlling Nature, Floods, Water rights

43
Cokedale Owning the Labor? Cheap resources, Cheap labor, Unions, Riley Canyon, my land

44
Longs Canyon Who owns the water? Pentitente graves, suffering, Wildlife, Methane, surface rights.

45
Mitchell’s Ranch, YWAM Opening and Closing Artists and Missionaries

46
Terceo, South Fork Owning the Land? Mines, CFI, King Coal, Stonewall war, Ted Turner; Vermejo

47
BarNI Ranch, Middle Fork Marian Russell

48
Potato Patch, North Fork Finding the Source Head Waters, Drawing from the source

49
Spanish Peaks Venerating the Earth Grandote, Pilgrimage, Worshipping the Earth. Mothering, not having children

50
Bristlecones Surviving Twisted lives, endurance

51
Sangre de Cristos Bearing Witness Salvation, Co-creative, Magic, Universalism